Rising After Relapse

I am contemplating on bring back my daily diaries like I used to on my old blog  Fatty Who Wants to Lose . I am losing my motivation. Even though that blog did not get many views that was not the intention. I wanted a visual on my weight loss to keep my hopes up when I was feeling pessimistic and it worked! It definitely fueled me to continue while I also documented my struggles but sprinkled with tips and tricks to keep me in check. Anyway, if I am going to do this again, I will use this time to prepare a little bit more in terms of graphics for the daily diaries along with structured fitness routines and meal plans while on a very strict budget. I am hella poor.  That is my goal because I feel myself losing hope. I don't want all my hard work to be al for nothing. 15 pounds is still very much attainable compared to my 50+ over a year ago. And I lost over 50 pounds in 6 months!! After that I gained 15 pounds in 12 months!  I think I may have to resort to doing daily diar...

No progress pictues this month.  I did something stupid the other day. I got so tired of the straggly hairs in my sides. I felt like it exaggerated my thinning hair and made me look less feminine and less of a person in general. My hair is clearly growing and it looks like a bunch of thick new growth at my roots but it is ugly thin at the tips that made me look awful in my opinion. Here is what it looked like: So I took regular scissors and snipped it off. Only I cut too high and it looks ridiculous. I ended up just swooping that hair to the side to make it a little more stylish and just wait until it grows back out.  No, I have never done drugs. I rarely drink haven't drank in months. All of this was because of my severe anemia, stress and weight loss. As for my hair growth, I decided maybe I should take more all around shots to see more of my growth. As you know for the past 5 months I trimmed twice.  Today, we...